Noble Basement

To you, the wary stranger,
the basement
is never appealing.
It's gaping entries
and inky corners yawn, hungrily
waiting like a sadistic recluse
for prey.
But we, the familiar,
treasure the memories enshrouding
this noble basement,
with chilled walls
and particular doors
worn by unforgiving years
and the rough use of family and friends
long past.
A feeble bulb sprinkles light, sparingly
illuminating the wreckage.
For us, the residents,
like ghosts of past lineage
gliding over the silky stones,
this is our blessed home.

What Scenery Is Like

I was digging through a box of old books and found a folder containing some of my writings from 2003-04. Most of them were pages of nonsense, but I came across this bit of poetry and thought I'd share it with you. I hope you like it.

Scenery is like an old quilt -
From a distance, the same as all the rest,
but up close, unique, different, with charm all it's own.

Scenery is like a cloud -
Silently shifting, moving, changing,
Almost imperceptibly, reflecting it's past, revealing it's future,
Yet never exactly either, but the present.

Scenery is like old age -
Always worn, venerable, noble,
But still friendly, comforting, caring, living.

Scenery is like the ocean -
Breathtaking, beautiful, awesome,
with wave on wave
rolling,
surging,
crashing,
breaking,
receding,
extending endlessly outward, onward, beyond the horizon.

To Love Is To Risk

A few words of truth from C.S. Lewis that touched my heart and strengthened my resolve:

"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable." ~ C. S. Lewis

Remember that you're not truly living until you step out in faith, trusting God, and risk something. "No pain, no gain" isn't a motivator: it's a fact of life. Let's learn to open up to others, risking pain and injury; for with risk comes value, acceptance, and true, unconditional love.

National Limerick Day

'Tis National Limerick Day,
which we all should observe in some way;
So I tried a long time
to come up with a rhyme
but if I thought of one, I won't say.

Me, the Sun and the Cat (Mother's Day)

It's a beautiful morning, with just the slightest haze of cloud diffusing the sun in her brilliant elegance. I'm sitting on the front stoop, with a bowl of granola, an ice-cold orange juice and Unusual the cat. I just finished making breakfast for my dear mother, and it's time to contemplate the meaning of Mother's Day.

Sometimes I think we turn this day into more of a ritual, something everybody does so their mother doesn't feel left out. I remember my panic yesterday as I was reminded of the impending appearance of this day, and my impending doom to mediocrity... I didn't have a special present!

Taking advantage of my distracted state, kitty is tasting my granola. I shoo him away and return to my musings. My mother has always been good to me. Being the oldest, I enjoyed special privileges in my young years, but all of us siblings have gotten the same treatment: breakfast in bed, a massage when you're sore, someone to talk to when life gets rough...

The cat is gone, along with my granola. I don't mind the solitude; picking up the orange juice, I lean back and look up at the sky. I remember the times when I needed advice about girls, those strange, fair things who are so intriguing, yet so confusing to us males... she was such a help, patiently explaining that they never really will make up their minds. I think of the future and begin to feel sorry for the woman I will marry: she will have so much to live up to! I remember Mom's advice: Never compare wife's cooking to mother's cooking. I smile too, thinking of the fun the two will have: Mom has always spoken of future daughter-in-laws with so much anticipation. There is a tinge of envy too, as she knows how they will take her boys away from her.... but she is content, to see us happy.

The sun is lighting my face now, bright and warm, heralding the successful birth of a new day. I think of my own birth, my childhood, the trouble I caused and the grey hairs I have placed on her head. I remember my seven consecutive cats, all named Frisky, which she put up with for years; she didn't even like cats. I remember the empathy, the comfort, as one by one I said goodbye to my pets, her gentle embrace as I learned about death, suffering and pain. I remember the strength, the assurance she gave, as, dealing with the death of her own mother, she explained to all of us children to look to the hope we have in Jesus.

I remember what day it is today: Sunday. Mother's Day is always on a Sunday, perhaps as a fitting reminder of the faith that mothers pass to their children. I remember the lessons in Christianity that I learned from Mom, the unshakable faith she portrayed to us children, every step of the way. I think about the bedtime prayers, and realize how many, and how earnest, the prayers that would rise from her bed, long after we were soundly sleeping. I think about the times when my life was the hardest; whether friendless, or jobless, helpless or hopeless, she always let me know that she was praying for me. And I could feel it too, her prayers were making a difference. Thank God for mothers!

I get up and go inside, praying a prayer of thanksgiving, my heart light and my spirits high. I've figured out what I can give her for Mother's Day: the biggest hug a son has ever given. A tear forms in the corner of my eye, and I wipe it away... I love you Mom!

New Friends: Kit Taylor

The Hudson Bar and Grill was fairly empty for 4:30. I checked my phone - I should have enough time to get a couple of songs played on the lobby piano before the scheduled pianist arrives at 5 o'clock - time to get my name and talent out there!
Ah, but I forget that my plans are fickle. As I walked through the front doors I spotted him - sharply dressed, with a vest and stylishly unkempt 5 o'clock shadow, he was rearranging the tip jar and setting out his albums. I was too late to play, but just in time to talk to the pianist!
I we exchanged names and started talking about show biz. Like most pianists, Kit showed enthusiasm and passion for the the one thing we had in common: music. He encouraged me to continue to talk to pianists, and to hand out business cards whenever possible (I had some on the way, but they've been delayed - of all the luck!). He also encouraged me to learn the top 10 most popular solo piano songs - songs like Piano Man, Misty, and other classics. If you know these songs, and have a couple of others to add on in between, you'll be set for life.
Kit invited me to stay around until 5, bid me good day, picked up his copy of John Grisham's The Associate, and retired to do some reading. Not to miss the chance to drink in the music of a master, I sat down to wait for 5 o'clock.
I was not to be disappointed. As the hour arrived, the sounds of a jazz standard flowed out from the grand piano, turning the previously diconnected sounds of the restaurant into a symphony of joyful busyness. I closed my eyes and watched the music in my mind's eye....

Fireside notes float,
unnoticed, like a spark
borne on a puff of fairy breath.

Must music always drift away?
Or does it stay,
Like a lonely mist of forgotten love?

New Friends: Buck

I met Buck today.
I was driving around looking for work, and saw him sitting up against a wall, holding a joint, a drink of some sort in a paper bag beside him, looking hopeless and unloved. I did my customary wave and continued on what I was doing.
After another false trail of finding employment, I was ready to move on... But then I remembered what lonely feels like, and how it feels to have someone pay attention to you, and I decided to spend a couple of minutes with him.
He seemed a little startled that I was sitting next to him, but he offered a weather-beaten hand and introduced himself. "I'm Buck." (I think that's what his name was, but it was hard to tell through his rather copious beard.) "Nice to meet you, I'm Isaac! How've you been?" Buck isn't the talkative type: I think life on the streets has taken the wind out of his sails long ago. "Oh, so so, just been walking around..." I realized with shock that this was probably the entire story of his day.
I tried to think of more to talk about, but with a reply like that I wasn't sure what else would be comfortable to talk about. "Nice weather today," I noted unnecessarily. "Yeah, yeah it is...." He looked up at the clearing sky with a look of partial surprise, as if the thought hadn't occurred to him. I offered him a piece of my Hershey's with Almonds... "No thanks, I'm not really a chocolate fan." We sat, the silence between us slightly unsettling. Buck lit up his joint, which up until this point he had held in quivering hands.
I stayed a few moments longer, then, with an excuse and a hurried smile, left him sitting where he was, staring blankly at the gathering clouds. As I continued on my way, I thought about my life, the stability, the happiness, the hope....

The Parchment

This poem was inspired by the blank piece of paper which lay in front of me, evidence of a lack of inspiration in other forms... proof that something can indeed come of nothing. Enjoy. -

White piece of paper

blank and lifeless,

possibilities

bring you purpose.

Ideas will form

on your pallid face;

black, black ink bringing

shape, and space.

Plans have beginning

within your borders,

treaties and charters

bring peace and order.

We write of love

and we write of war,

how to get rich and

why you're still poor,

we don't know the answers,

but we'll still write more -

after all, isn't that what

the parchment is for?

Talents And Their Uses

Thomas Kinkade, known to the world as the Painter of Light for his astounding ability to bring the glow of reality to his work, is a devout Christian. His website, thomaskinkade.com, says this of his purpose:

"Kinkade credits the Lord for both the ability and the inspiration to create his paintings. His goal as an artist is to touch people of all faiths, to bring peace, and joy into their lives through the images he creates."

Kinkade's talent is painting. His faith is in Christ. The effectiveness of his talent comes from his innate ability to create art that connects with our love for, and our appreciation of, beauty.

What is your goal, Christian? Does your talent touch people of all faiths? Too often we suppress our God-given talents in our impatience to see people converted. We often forget, God uses our talents to bless these people's lives. We worry and fret, trying to "make a difference for Christ", and we miss the opportunity to serve someone, to brighten their day, to bless them.

An interesting example of this is found in the music of one of the most famous classical composers of all time, Johann Sebastian Bach. His works are known world-wide, played, replayed and re-interpreted by countless musicians. He wrote many hymns, and much of his music is suspected to have orthodox Lutheran symbolism tied into the music itself; but the reason so many people could enjoy and relate to his music is because it transcended the traditional church service and was enjoyed by believer and unbeliever alike. The beauty of his music is lauded today, and his influence on people's lives is enormous, even though most of his music is instrumental.

Let's all learn a lesson from these and other influential Christians in history: don't fret and worry, searching for a mission or spiritual ministry. Bring your talents to the hurting, the hopeless, and the helpless, and direct all praise and honor to God.

Dripping Lesson

"Rain, rain, go away,
come again another day."
the thoughtless plea of impatient souls
is running through my head.

Calling on fate, or the weather, or the rain gods
to satisfy me instantly with sunny skies and happy times,
while God, who sees beyond the weather
is readying for days ahead.

"Rain, rain, go away,"
I pout and whine incessantly;
sometimes out of pain and fear
and others of uncertainty.

But while I strain, and fight, and cry
against unfairness and inequality, my loving Friend is watering -
my God, who sees beyond the present
is preparing for the future.

"Finally! The rain is gone!"
I shout in careless happiness
as flowers bloom, and sunshine falls
so gently on my face;

And, smiling just as gently, warmly,
lovingly, down on my joy, in His simple, yet infinite wisdom
the God who brought me here reminds me,
"Be thankful for the rain."

Moving Up....

Life throws funny curves. Things come our way that we never expect, things we only dream of become reality, and the plans we make today may look foolish and silly tomorrow. Sometimes we wonder, where am I going anyways? What is God doing with my life?

I'm at that point now. My carefully laid plans have gone awry, my schemes and lifetime goals are now a shambles that looks rather pathetic and in a strange way, amusing. Somehow, through a tearing down of my plans and the supervision of almighty God, I've given up my conventional, narrow-minded goals and plans, and am opening up to a whole new tomorrow. Now, instead of being afraid, I ask, What if? What will happen if I let go, and let God take control?

All I have to do is hold onto Him and find out...